10 November, 2006

365 times

last night a friend told me that Jesus comanded to "fear not" 365 times. that is once for everyday.
It is different to meet somone else who wants to be of spiritual nature. i find hope in feeling that i can tell my "secret" thoughts to someone. i surly won't have to measure my words in this world forever. it is limiting and stale to only talk of the outside world with everyone. How many conversations about politics and shoes can a person maintain before they shrivle up and blow away, before they beige out and fall asleep? i crave the riskier, often humbling conversations that happen from the heart. even if it makes my heart ache and my pulse vibrate to the surface of my skin. Have you ever seen your pulse pulsate on the surface of your body?

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