when i lived in tucson i hung out with this strange punk guy named skully. he looked like a skeleton, and only liked to eat fast food, because vegetables made him fart.
we would ride bikes and go to the occasional gutter punkish show. i was allready transitioning into the elitest college punk scene, because the 'real" punks grossed
me out a lot of the time.
anyway one night we went to a show, and skully told me how much he liked to frottage.
i didnt understand. i thought i was so mature, but i was a pretty naive 22 year old.
later i found out what frottage meant:
frot·tage (frô-täzh') pronunciation
n.
1. The act of rubbing against the body of another person, as in a crowd, to attain sexual gratification.
there are other meanings for the word, but i know he was not refering to doing
charcoal rubbings.
I thought of this the other night when i was at house show on o'leary street. everyone was smashed together and sweaty. this clean, sparkly looking guy was in front of me, and was pressed up against me in a way that made me feel hyper aware of my skin. i haven't had sex in a year and a half, and feel like i might end up frottaging at college punk party if i do not come to terms with myself.
27 August, 2006
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