20 July, 2007

the more time I spend here, the more I verbalize what a big bowl of dicks Flagstaff
eats. I spent less than a year there, mourning Rennies slow death and wishing there was a stronger sense of community.
People are available and interested in getting IT going on here.
But maybe I am wrong. Maybe I am just experiencing the honeymoon period.
No. I am right.

So, there are 4 deer who steady the homestead yard. two are a young couple, the buck has little furry antlers and the doe makes my heart break open with the possibilty of love. There other two are a mama and her spotted fawn.
They love to walk around the porch and stare at me.

a list of things to do on the farm this Fall:

1. Finish the upstairs of the studio. $75 worth of Bead Board from
Lowes, and $200 worth of tongue and groove board from the saw mill on the way to Hot Springs.

2. Get gravel or stone to fill the bog outside of the barn.

3. gravel for the driveway

4. Jake will trade labor for spending one on one time with his genius son, Ben.
Ben figured out how to spell my name phoneticly. he is 4.5! He adores violins, and is a much better speller than me.

5. Finish the ceiling at Dads house. Jake labor...tongue and groove board from mill.

6. turn back porch room into a library.


8. AGR ?

9. Study bee keeping for spring(:

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Anonymous said...

Sounds like you're living in the right place now where people do not eat big bowls of dicks. Maybe Flagstaff wasn't the right place for you but it has its merits for others.

NATASHA SHEALY-natasha@thenoise.us said...

sure, if you live off of school loans, or work for the government.

Anonymous said...

Alls I'm saying is you shouldn't burn your bridges and hurt your old friends' feelings by calling them a bunch of dick eaters. Sure NC is a honeymoon now, but what will you say about the NC folk when you move on again?

marillion said...

I used to watch you in the gym picture your face eating my dick. Like your style.

NATASHA SHEALY-natasha@thenoise.us said...

okay. i would hope that my friends and gym stalkers would understand that I am not refering to them as dick eaters.
the establishment my reader, the establishment.

Anonymous said...

Remember that you were also part of the establishmenent as well. So in a sense Marillion is right, you were a dick eater.

At some point you will get your act together. How old are you? What do you have to show for your life so far?

Anonymous said...

Hey, leave her be. She is just lost and seeking her way.

Some day she will wake up and relize that she has to get a real job and move on.

NATASHA SHEALY-natasha@thenoise.us said...

you guys sound evil

Anonymous said...

Define "Get One's Act Together"